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Sunday, October 25, 2009

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Friday, October 31, 2008

Excuses

Excuses: By Jessi Martin                               10/30/08

Excuses are a part of everyday life, they are considered acceptable reasons on "Why we didn't do something expected of us somehow releasing us from a responsibility, to defer blame or criticism for a mistake or wrongdoing, to overlook or allow somebody's wrongdoing, or release somebody from an obligation or responsibility or to justify ones actions. In other words, Excuses are the label we give to things to make us feel better about Not doing something or letting Others do it instead, things like: I'm not smart enough , pretty enough, talented enough, brave enough, somebody else would be better suited for the job, etc....

All these excuses are lies that the enemy uses to keep us from living fulfilled lives, the lives that God has planned for us. Whenever we have self doubt or fears we twist and turn them until we have manipulated them into reasonable "excuses" for getting out of whatever it is that we didn't want to do in the first place and whenever we allow our selves to make excuses we are limiting God. Instead of praying and asking God to Help us, or even Fix us or Mold us, we simply excuse it until it's not longer bothersome to us and we forget about it...when in reality all it is, is a lame excuse we have made up ourselves in order to avoid any situation that may Stretch us or Challenge us more than we believe we are capable of enduring.

Excuses are simply limits that we place on God, they are the fears the enemy places inside of us to keep us from allowing God to have full control over our lives, they are the little things that we tell ourselves are logical or the more responsible thing to do when in reality, they are the very things that make us irresponsible. They are rational fears that we encounter in view of the worlds standards, but irrational in view of God's unsurpassable power. When we fear them, we allow that to rule our lives instead of God ruling our lives. In other words, Excuses are simply unacceptable. And there comes a time in everyone's lives that we must grow up, but by whose standard do we grow up?

I've been dragged into all the traps of the enemy for too long, the traps that tell me I must do this or I must do that, I must go here or go there in order to be successful or responsible but in the life of a Christian those "excuses" that come from the society or the enemy should have no place in our lives. For when we become "responsible" adults in the worlds eyes, we actually become irresponsible to the standards of Gods word, we slowly replace the standards instilled in us by God's word with the ones that surround us on a daily basis, by becoming too "busy" for being involved in ministry, or by not taking a leap of faith based on logic and before we even realize it, we have been entrapped by the tricks of the enemy. We must recognize that God isn't ruled by logic or by earthly things & when He is in charge of my life, I have no need for excuses. I didn't have the ability to make it through college on my own nor did I have the finances, but through Him, I did it. I don't have a job, but I'm still safely in His protection and under His provision. My car is 21 years old, but still running by the Grace of God, financial stability is extremely rare in our economy today, but my finances are still secure.

It's time for us to stop letting the standard of this world be our standard. I may not have a job or a five year plan for my life, I might not even know what tomorrow brings, which I don't, but what I do know is that If God calls me to do something...I'll do it...if God doesn't...I will be still be faithful...and until the next step is revealed...one thing I know for sure...I better be ready.

I have no more excuses for Not living the life that God has for me, I'm trusting Him and Following Him, its that simple. I'm still going to be faithful in what I have, take comfort in who He is, and keep on preparing for what is to come....instead of making excuses based on the worlds views, why not make plans based on His so I can Experience All that He has for me.

I'm taking a leap of Faith and beginning a 1 month fast from sweets and pop, giving up simple earthly pleasures to starve my flesh, so God can take charge and I can be ready for all that He has planned for my life. So God can begin to break the bondage of the enemy and begin reshaping my life into a life filled with Purpose & Power. So I don't have to waste any more of my life living in a trap the enemy has laid out for me but living a life of Expectancy & Fulfillment of the all the plans and purposes for my life. No more Excuses!!!


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

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Set It Off
By Thousand Foot Krutch
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Renewed love for TFK

Thousand Foot Krutch - When in Doubt.

We sat upon your bed, You said the things you said

And I could not believe that you seem so naive, We exchanged our poetry,

You seem to think a lot like me, I'll guess I'll just assume that we could talk about most anything

Then I asked have you ever felt abandoned? Felt so lost that you were stranded,

Just like all the walls are closing in, And you were left inside,

Have you ever felt like your days were numbered? Stuck under a tree in thunder,

Seems to be no way out! But there is One when in doubt

Ready for another day, Slowly watch ya waste away,

Havin' fun, bein' cool, Like we did in high school,

Elementary romance feelin' nervous at the dance, Crack a smile hold it down,

Whatever the circumstance, Sex, Drugs, Hadda be cool, All the things we learned in school,

Typical teenage machines, Anyone tell me what this means? I could learn, I could try,

Never really had an alibi, Wish I did, that's no lie, Everybody's asking,  Why? ...

When you feel like you cant fly, You gotta know I got the answer for ya baby,

Drives ya crazy, it's not over, Theres so much more to life then this, Why? ...

When you feel like you cant fly, You gotta know I got the answer for ya baby,

Drives ya crazy it's not over, Theres so much more to life then this

Things seem so hallucinary, In the corners of my mind they scare me,

I know ya never meant to desert me, Just like ya never really meant to hurt me,

Then I ask have you ever felt abandoned? Felt so lost that you were stranded,

Just like all the walls are closing in, And you were left inside, Have you ever felt like your days were numbered?

Stuck under a tree in thunder, Seems to be no way out, But there is One when in doubt

And you ask why.... So much more to life than this...


Saturday, January 19, 2008

~ Being Made New ~

“Being Made  New”
01/13/08

Fear  to breathe, I’m on my knees
Searching for the place  where I am free
Lost  inside myself, I fear I’ve lost so much time
Fear  I’ll never realize, all the pain that is locked inside
Fear  to let myself be seen for whom I’ve really come to be

Ashamed of all that  I’ve done wrong
Ashamed of all that  I’ve become

I’ll  never know what could have been,
If I  had only stayed with the only one who truly did forgive.

He  forgave all that I had done, and wiped away the scars that were left by
my own  sin.

I  pretend that things aren’t really this bad, but I fail to even fool
myself, and  only make things all the worse.

I  fear I’ll never amount to much, even when I’ve already been given so 
much
I’ve  been given so much more than any one person should be able to  receive,
Yet  all I do is fail to succeed and disappoint all that have  believed.

I  miss the times of true happiness, and all that’s left of that is broken
pieces  and shattered dreams.  The dreams of  having my father walk me down the
aisle, the dreams of seeing my parents at my  graduation, the dreams of gramma and grampa 
holding my kids and telling them how truly loved  they are.  I fear all my
dreams died  that day when God took my daddy away.

I  know he’s in a better place, yet I still hate because I’m left in this 
place.
This  place of misery has surrounded me too long, I know he’d never want me
to see,  the pain I’ve put him through just by losing my way.  I know he’s
proud of who I was, but  would he be proud of who I’ve become.

I  can’t stand to look in the mirror in fear of all the flaws that appear,
yet I  know he has never lost faith in the baby girl that he loved so  dear.

I  know I’ll find my way again,
and  see him again when my heavenly father reappears.
But  until then I’ll release all my fears, let go of my pain,
and  let the scars begin to fade, as my heavenly father holds me  close
and  begins to heal all my pain.
I'll  learn to listen and accept all the new wonderful things that He wants
to  do,
and  watch how He replaces the old me with new.
I'll  receive in Joy the change that is to come,
and  stand amazed at the restoring that is mine to take.
I'll  begin anew, and receive all the beauty, I'll once again be able to know,
He's  been more faithful than any one person could ever be
He  will make me worth more than gold  and have beauty that is not my own.

I’ll  place my trust in Him for he alone is the key,
to  mending this broken spirit in me.

I  will believe For He has set me free, from all the past, all my  pain,
and  give me the peace and strength I need to succeed.
I  know it will never be easy to choose this way,
but  it’s the only way to really be set free.

I  make a new commitment today to stay with my savior day after day.
Until that final day  when I can say I have done all I could
and  by his grace I will be saved.

From  this day on,
I’ll  do all I can to live my life forever in the presence of my  King.
To  make proud all of the people that encouraged me to  succeed,
and  my heavenly father who has carried me all the way.
I’ll  love unconditionally, forgive and let go,
I’ll  never forget and I’ll never regret
losing my life here so  that I can truly walk on streets of gold, but for now on this earthly road I
strive to walk with Him  forever by my side.

The  battle will still rage on for all those who are here,
but  the ultimate victory has already been won.
My  chains are being broken from my fears that had become my home,
and  taking new steps to restore my soul. 
From  this day forward I make this promise,
to  walk with Jesus until He calls me to my everlasting home.
I  know He will restore me and shape to who I am created to be,

A  daughter of the most high King,
Jessi
 
2 Cor.  5:17 “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature.  Old
things are passed away, behold, all  things are made new.” 


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

My Life....

Jason Upton - Freedom Reigns
 
Where the spirit of the Lord is There  is freedom
Where the spirit of the Lord is There is freedom

If you're tired and you are thirsty - There is freedom
If you're tired and you are thirsty - There is freedom

Freedom reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom

Jesus reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom
Freedom reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom

Jesus reigns in this place, Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face, There is freedom
Freedom reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom

Jesus reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom

Where the spirit of the Lord is - There is freedom
Where the spirit of the Lord is - There is freedom

We lift our eyes to Jesus - There is freedom
We lift our eyes to Jesus - There is freedom

Freedom reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom

Jesus reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom

Whatever you're burdened with tonight - Whatever you struggle with tonight
There is Freedom - There is freedom

Jesus you reign in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom
Freedom reigns in this place - Showers of mercy and grace
Falling on ev'ry face - There is freedom



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